I have always asked myself what if you I lost the one I love? what if I could not see them again anymore? what if they forgot about me? what if they left me so sudden?
This is the reason I would rather choose to be alone than being with everyone I know one day will fade away. I cannot even accept it. I just feel like I don’t want someone else to leave me especially when they become part of my life already. I can’t move on with my memories and longing with them so often. I feel like more than alone if that happened, in fact it always happened to me why my life have turned into broken pieces, it shattered away and I am searching these pieces to fix it again and I find impossible. I know that everything in this world is not permanent, everything changed. It is just hard to accept its fact.